Chapter 2 - Love Energy

What I am certain they were trying to convey to me at the time, is the fact that Love is no mere concept to be dealt with in abstraction and generality, or perceived as somehow linked with an airy fairy romanticism or idealism. Jesus told me very firmly one evening:-

" The greatest error of Man is to consider Love weak and vunerable, when in fact it is the greatest strength in the world. A strength which has been freely given to Man to develop in him his optimum capacity."

Very soon in fact they were describing Love in terms of energy -an energy which could be used totally practically, in life. At this point Holy Spirit also entered the discussion. I'm certainly no scientist. I managed to 'scrape through' Biology at ordinary level, whilst Mathematics, Chemistry and Physics send shudders of horror through me, and a huge mental block takes over. Suddenly, however, I found that they were talking to me about energy, motion, flows of momentum- all totally foreign concepts to me. They described The Godhead as:-

"A storehouse of energy"

They described God The Father as 'Generator', Jesus as 'The Sustainer','Holy Spirit' as 'The Activator' and Mary as 'The Transmitter'.

It became clear that we should be drawing fully on this energy ourselves, to use it and pass it on to others to energise them. This reciprocal movement would build increasing momentum, and this momentum would be based on Love; it would be totally positive. With this movement, the negative attitudes - fear being the root - would completely disintergrate into unreality. The world would move positively, and in a united way, towards happiness and wholeness. A wholeness based on Love seems to be the overall goal. One evening Mary was talking about Heaven - which she describes as :-

".........A mass of beautiful energy; a fusion of colour, sound, light, movement, energy etc. in perfect harmony."

At this point Mary gave me what she called :-

 " A little glimpse of Heaven" - rather fleeting really, but nevertheless quite forceful in its impressiveness. I saw a soft, pale, endlessly luminous cloud; there was a sensation of space through which floated 'amoebic' shapes of the same substance- part of a cloud, absorbed in it - and yet somehow separate from it. As these shapes moved freely, floating around, responding to each other, sharp arrows of Light darted from them, expressions of a very sweet experience which somehow had reached the point of pain and surpassed it into a wonderful sensation of quivering, vibrating, pulsating ecstasy and delight.

The way the shapes merged with the cloud and yet were seperate is interesting, because Mary later allowed St. John to tell me about Heaven and these are his words:-

                           " I love you deeply- we all love deeply here, and the depth is the Truth here, and the Truth is the depth, and in that depth we are one; with a oneness which is complete and has no existence other than its own oneness.

Totalitarianism is a concept which attempts to corroborate oneness, but overlooks the necessity for a prevailing love and acceptance of others as part of that oneness while allowing separate identity. It cannot therefore achieve fulfillment  as a maxim, because its thoughts do not centre on wholeness. Wholeness is the essence of Truth, and Truth is part of love, and love is everything, centered on a point of union ."

So ,over a period of approxmately ten months, Jesus and Mary were constantly drumming into me the nature of Love; it's strength, its power,its total significance in our lives; its ability to energise, unify, sustain itself, perpetuate itself. As Mary says:-

" Love must be the positive force, because it exists of itself, and is perfection."

In fact Jesus and Mary continued to discuss the theme of Love so emphatically, and in such detail, that on one occassion Mary felt that she had to explain their persistence :-

  "I know that we talk so much about Love, but you see my dear, in our world it is the only reality. It is a concept which incorporates every other idea, thought, ward or action, and it is the moment of truth. This is why it is so vital to have a very dep perception of the meaning, the closer you come to a full understanding of Love, the closer you are to Heaven. .....The expansion of our existence here depends so much on a fullness of Reciprocal Love. It is an entity which is insurmountable in its wholeness, it is an essence which creates inspirational thought, and which permeats every fractional margin of Creation. It unifies, it collaborates, it exists of itself and it regenerates - it has so many properties that Mary could talk for hours and hours, but she knows that you are tired. Just try to grasp for Mary the great complexity of Love but also its minute simplicity; it is the point on which we all rest,it is the sphere in which we all turn. To know this is to begin to know God.... I know that I have prolonged our talk a little, but I know that you are greatful my love. Read and read this when you need optimism, because you will be reading about the optimum good of your existence."

Jesus too explained to me that Love is the real source of energy; as he says:-

"Love is the totally energising force which gives body to existence."

It is as if they were always trying to show me that God has animated every human being, and now wants to animate him yet more fully with Love. Always they stresed that Love must be active.Mary told me that:-

" Active Love is our being in completeness." and "Love is totally negative if turned inwards, it must be outgoing - a reciprocal movement, one gains energy from the other, gathers momentum and strength. this is why as many souls as possible are needed for Heaven - the more souls, the more  Love........"  Go to chapter3